So, between you and me, I'm more than tired. Sleep has become my closest companion in the last few days. What's even more exciting, I'm not sure where my feet are right now.
I'm kinda second guessing this whole youth thing kinda. I think my focus is with youth, but on a different level. I'm going to still you the ministry degree, but maybe go back for a second degree or masters in secondary education. Word of Life could be fun. Even something else a little bigger... do Bible... coach soccer...
I dunno. I'm still wanting to be open to the Lord's direction, but the frustrations of the "Job" are tending to wear on me. People are wanting foolish things and my stubborn pride looks at said-tasks and the reason for the demand, and I shake my head and don't do 'em. I can't perform stupidity. It's not programmed into my DNA.
Just a thought. I'm sleepy, and kinda pessimistic. I need sleep, and a long weekend. Maybe? I dunno. Donuts sound 100% amazing right now.
No comments:
Post a Comment