I've been there, and gone past it. I worte a while back about my passion for kids. That's not changed. I just have decided to not like the parents. I normally will take the side of a parent in almost any situation, but that's before having seen the ego and bull shit behind what they do or say. The drama that follows some people is unbelievable. Who would have thought that an "adult" of the ripe age of 40-ish would undermine the authority of the leader and out-right disrespect said leader?
Welcome to my job, folks. I have been stripped of all my authority and decision making power within 2 weeks. I was sick for about a week and a half of that. What an oppertune time to step in and form a coup! Bloody hell. The best thing about it? The pastor has kinda checked out of the job and doesn't really care to support me in my young and idealistic ways.
So, I'm trying something out. I wouldn't be suprised if I become unemployed out of frustration in the next month, but it's something that I have to do to regain the "natural gifts that make me who I am." (Compliments of Carrie Mills!) But its true! My life has become so routine, that I feel like I've become so sterile and bland. That's not how I chose to live my life. I gave up too much of myself for tha job that doesn't work for my natural rythm. I compromised myself to make people happy.... OOPS!
Oh well. pray for my mouth, so I'm not terribly angry and what I say is out of love and more respect that I've been shown. The End.
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